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Do you ever just wonder how some people are so confident? How people can just put themselves out there and just accept the judgement from others? Believe me, you’re not alone.
Confidence is something I have always struggled with. I’ll put on my outfit that took me 30 minutes to decide, and then get to the restaurant and feel the judgment. Now, this could just be me being me and thinking everyone is judging me. I’m constantly having to ask my mom if my outfit looks okay, or if my hair is too much. She will always tell me, “No honey, you look great!”, and for some reason I still barely believe her. Constantly asking my best friend if my Instagram feed is goals, but why? Why do we spend this much energy on our Instagram feeds? I am not judging at all because ladies, I do it too.
I saw a post the other day of some super cute bloggers getting together and having so much fun! I honestly was just super happy to see others connecting and then I looked at myself, sitting on my couch with my parents watching friends. Hahaha. Yup, I’m living your dream life (; After seeing their posts, I got sad honestly! I started comparing myself to them and feeling like I wasn’t a good enough blogger to have friends. So, I called my fiancé crying, saying to him, “I have no friends”, haha. I know. We can all laugh at me, I’m ready for it.